5 February 2012, 4:28 pm
So the last 6 months I occasionally throw up after I eat to make myself feel better. I do not have an eating disorder though. I do it once or twice a month when I'm overwhelmed.expect lately I have been so stressed the past couple weeks I have been doing it at least once a day. I'm worried it mightturn into more! I'm not really the type of girl you would expect to have this kinda problem..I come across confident and I'm pretty popular at school but deep down I would absolutely love to look like Victoria secret models especially Marisa miller! She is perfection. The only person who knows is my boyfriend of 4 months and I made hm swear not to tell anyone. He really wants me to stop. I kind of do. I do like controlling my weight though. I just don't wanna get an eating disorder. Any thoughts?? :/ oh and also recently innate tried to stop but I end up not eating cause I know I can't puke. ALSo when i go from sittingor laying to standing I get extremely blurry vision and dizziness like I'm gonna pass out but never do. That also worries me. Oh and I'm currently 17 years old. 5'2. And 101 pounds. My ideal weight I's prolly about 97ish.... Read More »